Making people not understand me is one of the most tiring things I go through it’s a constant battle but if I’m honest I think I play off the whole innocent child act very well. Why should I let people understand me and get what I’m feeling and know what I’ve done. If I’m honest I think it was a good idea apart from be being looked away for it. Why should I let people understand me if they don’t understand my actions. Natty is mine and I wanted to keep it that way no one had no right to take her from me so I took her from them. So then we shared something special. Her face will always be in my memory her little smiley face. Natty will always be mine and when I pass we will be together again. Being in here is just my waiting place till I get out and find a way to be with her. I love the drugs they give me, they help me to dream about the picnics and the daisies. I miss those times. Understanding someone is just the beginning of it. If no one knows what I’ve done then I can have my memories to myself. I can keep them with me. Me being a little child makes me like Natty its makes me young and innocent. The tiredness is worth it making people not understand me is one of my best ideas of them all.
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